thought of him

it’s been 7 hours since i last talked to him

i keep thinking “maybe he’s busy”

but i know in my heart he isn’t busy

nor is he going to change for me

he’s not going to one day want me

he doesn’t care for me

he only cares for one thing

that one thing between my legs

my head says “let him go”

but my heart says “just wait for him”

slowly but surely

i should let go of him

let go of the thought of us being together

let go of the hope that one day he will care for me

let go of the thought of him.