This pain is insurmountable,
Infinite and incurable.
It’s a shapeshifter,
Taking a different form
When I start to breathe easier
And pulling me back down
When I can’t hold on anymore.
This pain is a candle,
Flickering in the darkness
Of my core - or better yet,
I am the flicker and this pain,
This pain is the darkness
That haunts me, pulls me,
Temps me, surrounds me.
This pain has me lifeless,
Throwing myself against the walls
Until I’m bloodied and bruised for it,
Until I am submissive to it.
Staring out the window,
Wishing I was buried
Six feet under the snow
So I could escape this condemnation.
This pain is the alter of a church,
And it demands a sacrifice,
Day after night, night after day
It demands my body and blood
Until I’m as wilted and withered
As the corpse of Christ
Tied down in a tomb,
Sealed by all the sinners
He couldn’t save.
This pain is…unexplainable.
About the Creator
Ava Myers
I write because my pens give me no other choice.
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