These Tears
These Tears
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of how much he pretends to be strong
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of how much words can actually hurt a person
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of how much he loves me
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of everything that he’s been holding on to
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of the love that was lost
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of the trust that could take years to gain back
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of how much of an evil bitch I actually am
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of how weak he is
As I see these tears roll down his face
My pride slips away from my fingertips
As I see these tears roll down his face
I think of how can I save him
But he doesn’t let me .
He doesn’t let me save him because I am the one that is killing him
He doesn’t let me save him because the actual fucking love of his life can stand before him and be emotionless
He doesn’t let me save him because he is tired of letting me and being let down
He doesn’t let me save him because I am his weakness
But instead he tells me I can have another chance
Another chance at love becomes his biggest regret
And another chance is all I wanted
Infinitely
He asks me what is wrong
And I say nothing
But yet we still are disconnected
And he tries
But the actual fucking love of his life doesn’t know how to love
As much as she says she does
As much as she can make love to him
As much as she cries from a broken heart
As much as she regrets making every single mistake
She still doesn’t know how to love
So what is love
What is love other then being happy for only hours of a day
What is love other than knowing you’re hurting your soul mate but still can’t change even when you want to
What is love when your scared of change
Scared of what your life has entailed for you
What is love other than being scared of not being in control
What the actual fuck is love .
Because you’d rather hurt him then give him the chance to hurt you first
Because you know he reacts so you tell yourself that everything he’s done , he doesn’t mean
So you come back to him happily every time
What the actual fuck is love when your souls connect but your minds don’t
But he still chooses to love you anyway
What the actual fuck Antonia
That’s love.
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