The Welcome Back

Dropped my pen for a long time

Not sure if I have been doing fine

I have been dealing with things

Like a detective, only solving my own crimes

My mistakes on the TV

Every step, action and scenary

Me and Me at a total conflict

Trouble with the head of my precinct

As thought come, old and new as they replay in my head

I question my life now , am I behind or way ahead?

Am I who i think I am , or is it a myth?

To some, maybe I am that monster that comes out when you sleep

I have minor crisis identifying who I am

Cause my thoughts, words and actions aren't on terms

Always waking up, hoping for a better new day

But life's serving me the same dish, just on a different tray

And I know it's been long I wrote about how I feel

Well, it's gotten harder , loosing life force I didnt even know exists

And I feel like I am straying further, handling too much all at once

Where you're thinking more about all and less about yours

Feeling alone when I have no one

Lonely when I don't have the Big one

Been dialing, still no repsonse

Been using the wrong service so I guess it's my fault

Dropped out of this

Snakes without the hiss

Greener patches, still green

Anchored in by my faith...my beliefs