The time

All those times I waited

But said nothing as I watched.

The times where I felt my life meant less than wat I felt was hot.

The times where I could have spoken out

But I kept my mouth closed

Regretful feelings engulf me

Sometimes I feel insane.

All those times I said I’d be better

But got complacent with my ways.

Not knowing the things to look for.

Not knowing the things to say.

Being so lost in the world

That I forget myself

All those times I took for granted all I had left.