The Rage

she paced

Stepping forward ten steps

Retracing all ten

She mumbled

Incantations from another life

Many moons ago

When she was his wife

Life didn’t seem so simple then

She couldn’t pretend

It always suited her

Square paper rested on her tongue

Lisurgic acid dithalamide

Who knows if she spelled that right

She was beginning to come undone

Unraveled, unrequited

She recanted all she believed she knew

She stopped!

Stood cactus still in the middle

Of the living Room

Tantric. Pensive. Kinetic

What comes next? She asked

But she knew…

She raged and raced out the door

Running for what felt like forever

She never felt before

Never feel again

The traces of divinity

Coursing through her veins

Insane?

Maybe

She ended up staring over the water

End of the peer

Safety Harbor

Ironic

There was no harbor that could

Provide her safety

Maybe she wasn’t meant to be

Here

Now

The words of Ram Daas

Often haunted her

Why wasn’t she simple like so many?

Black and white was easier

Her world embraced every hue

She was particularly fond

Cobalt blue as it melted into purple

the moonshine embraced her skin

She drank it in

Knowing only some would ever know

Her blood raced and she spaced out

Farther into the cosmos

Dancing to the edge of oblivion

Oceans of thought

Dissipated into

Cacaphony of sounds

Profound electricity became

Stars ✨

Souls about to be born

She danced around the star tree

Floated for a while

Became the most ethereal music

Felt God smile

Listlessly she drifted

Darkest coldest space

Tried to remember her body

Tried to remember her face

Reluctantly she felt her reflection

Heard him calling her name

Fought it for a moment

Then returned to the earth plane

She was startled to find herself

Holding a rose 🌹

Standing in the middle of the living room

Not remembering how she came to be

There