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I search for my reflection upon the page
I will do this many times a day
Attempting to find an answer as to why
Guidance from someone wiser I can rely
Maybe, the answers are written in the skies
Where is my reflection? Is this where it lies?
The answer’s are unclear
I wear the bearings of life my dear
The virgo she’s: Quiet, feminine and clean
So delightfully packaged, with adjectives that gleam.
Yet, I look around me and I don’t seem to fit
A spontaneous soul messy and clipped
Is this who I am or what’s on the page?
Maybe I once was before the storm ragged.
Before there was lighting and thunder and clouds
I was shook up when the rain poured down
Maybe I once was a pretty package that the virgin does bear
But here I am now with long wild hair
With scars on my flesh and strength in my soul
Such a fragile package doesn’t come off so bold
Yet, my heart is warm and my actions are kind
No matter what comes I take in my stride
A pretty young mess still soft within
Just bearing life’s gifts and embracing with whim
I search for guidance in so many ways
Whether it be in spirt, theatre or written on the page
Will the stars give me guidance? I do hope so
Then maybe we wouldn’t all feel so alone
Sometimes, the evidence is written right there
When I look at astrology
Often hard to bear
A site that I gaze upon quite confidently.
“That's me today!” I do exclaim
When it all goes wrong
I’ve got something to blame
It feels nice to be seen, if not on the page
The reassurance of how I feel
Enlightens my cage
Are the night skies guiding the seal ,
Am I in the right state of mind to deal
But how can it be when this prediction is so far?
Is it wrong to act accordingly, naive or un-smart?
To have my head in the clouds for so long
Maybe it’s easier than what’s previously gone
Rather than face the world as it is
Because sometimes ignorance is the best biz
Not to think about what has made me within
As the page isn’t my siamese twin.
My mother would hang the chart on the wall
I was so young I didn’t understand it at all
I just knew we were connected somehow to something much bigger
This belief helped as I watched her get thinner
Where were the answers when everyone was gone
Should I find them when I’m so forlorn
The universe, the skies and stars, just a dream
The God I knew out there did make it seem
Planting curiosity in us as to what may be above
That somehow it affects us deep in our hearts
This makes sense to me much more than a pretty box
Though it does feel nice to be seen, whether it’s truthful or not
My wardrobe is colourful, feminine with class
Though, my room is a mess
Searching in the glass
How pure or organised must I be
To fit the brief I pray for so desperately
There are traits I admire in what the page say’s:
Patient, kind, creative, smart
Though I wasn’t this way from the start
The reflection hones in on my mind
Yet, at times I Wonder
Do I follow led blind?
As the truth does frequently change
Periodically not there, it is quite strange
Have I messed up? Is this not my path?
Was there a plan right from the start?
What silly pressure that makes me think only of myself
There is much more out there than what the page sometimes sells.
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