The Eye

I walk to the west, i fall

I walk to the east, i drown

I took all the pills i have left but it won’t make me better,

I see the sun burnt the ground

I feel the wind flew the grass

Every time i’m with you, i’m growing

Every moment i’m with you, it’s a blessed

I talk to the star, they showed me the way

I talk to the sun, it showed me the reason

I talk to the moon, it showed me the meaning

I can’t promise you that i will be there for you all the time, but i will try my best to be there when you need me most.

I’m wishing you well everyday, you will always be in my prayer that i have every night,

Tell me if you miss me,

Tell me if you want me beside you,

I will always love you, no matter what and how,

You are the greatest gift in my life, seeing you, watching you is therapeutic for me.

I love kissing you, touching you, hugging you, watching you..

Your eyes, your lips, your fingers, your hair, will always be my weakness, and loosing you is my greatest grieved, i never love someone like this before, i thought i would never have it, but It brought you to me

And now all this anxiety, insecurity, the overthinking has eating me alive!

it controls me everyday, i know i should have not ask you to help me, because i should be the one who help myself, and no, i am just the toxicity to you, and pushing you away because i am scared, and it have been the problem until it made you leave.

I wish i knew, so i could find a better way for us.

I never trust someone the way i trusted you, u will always be my hero, my life learner and partner, we might have different things but it makes us unique.

Turnt out all this time all i wanted is to being loved but don’t know how to love, im sorry, i wish i could be better for you.

I love you so much until i don’t want to be care enough if it’s hurting me, if we could and u would i would love to stay with u till death do us part like u used to said before.

But, the broken glass already been shattered to pieces,

and i know, there wont be any other second chances, again.