the ego and the id
a poem about feeling disconnected from yourself
By Sidney HallPublished 3 years ago • 1 min read
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Instagram: @hallofsidney | Photo by Nwar Igbariah on Unsplash
It sounds horrible,
but sometimes I feel
that I am not a participant in my own life
but rather, an observer
of the person actually living it.
She gets to experience
the full spectrum of human emotion,
not me.
Her ego attempts to satisfy
a world so beaten down and broken,
while I stand off to the side,
completely detached,
going through the motions
as I quietly judge her from afar.
Why is it so difficult for me to believe
that she and I
are one in the same?
Instead, I see her as my enemy
because she’s the one
who gets to feel alive,
while I'm over here,
dealing with our past,
so that we can both
continue to survive.
- the ego and the id
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About the Creator
Sidney Hall
Photographing, in words, the world that I see.
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