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The Descent

My struggles with PTSD after Iraq

By John ColePublished 4 years ago 1 min read
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The Descent
Photo by Chris Barbalis on Unsplash

My enemy the mirror

I hate you

Look away

We both know I can’t stay

The demons glisten

In my eyes

Black as night

I can’t cry

Fire rages in my chest

Misery loves company

Be my guest

Unbridled violence

I want more

The government’s whore

I won’t rest

At my hand you will suffer

There is no buffer

I want to see

I hate you

As I hate me

My fists will break you

Covered in blood

I watch it splash

It’ll be over in a flash

It’s not enough

The devils swim

I have no fear

I am one of them

I will drag you down

Into my pit

I’ll watch you quiver

I don’t give a shit

I will drink your tears

I feed on your fears

I am the source

Of your suffering and mine

Unholy shrine

Call the priest

Ring the bell

He can’t save you

Join me in hell

sad poetry
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About the Creator

John Cole

My name is John Cole. I am a husband, father of 4, and a combat veteran. I served eight years in the Army with two tours in Iraq. I also run my own website at 33poetry.com check it out!

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