i can’t lie it feels good when he touches me,
sometimes it’s even comforting
some sick part of me
is still wishing it were you
and when the sky turns a darker blue,
some weak part of me
still needs to cry over you
i wonder if it will ever go away
how many more moons will i still have to sit through
and keep that compulsion at bay
when will the world stop reminding me
i thought i could make you happy
if i’m being honest-
it was unfair of me-
to think you could make me happy
to use you in that way
i swear to god i never meant to
it wasn’t the time or place
but i went ahead of myself
happy to finally have gotten a taste
now look where the hedon in me has me landed
and you saw through all that
didn’t you?
i don’t blame you
i would’ve left me too
stranded
it’s what i deserve
that’s why i knew it would come
but god why did it have to take you so long
to work up the nerve
i told you when i stopped asking
that’s when it would become unfair of you to run
i can’t lie to you
so i guess it’s true
there’s no future for us in clear view
but if you were to ever come back to me
i’d have words for you untill my face turned blue
-g.m.t.
About the Creator
g.m.t
bare bones,
here are rests the things ive wrote,
to purge, to mend whats broke.
read, or dont. <3
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