The Answer is given in this letter.

Today he expressed his love to me but i have refused him he is very angry with me But I replied to his displeasure given in this letter as angry as you are He'd rather you walk away from me there was a strange feeling in me I have a lot to tell you but maybe now you I don't have to listen like I used to. That's why I'm writing this letter Maybe this is the last one between you and me there will be a moment I have a lot of responsibilities So it will be difficult for me to stay here Don't wait for me now Because now it will be very difficult for me to return I will remember you all my life Just don't take this as my cheating I have a lot of responsibilities Maybe my love comes before these responsibilities will have to lose Mother's medicine, father's paralysis and brother's studies it's all on me That's why I love this beautiful path have to leave at this point I hope that you will understand me.