
That which makes us
Art
full
In this month of transition
heart
full
All our yesterdays
ear
full
As summer gives way in August (I found myself and didn't love him)
hear
full
Shadows form and dissipate
eat
full
In this month of transition
great
full
On mists of winds of change
earn
full
As summer gives way in August (but I'm trying to love him, to love me)
yearn
full
And life is full of poor players
old
full
In this month of transition
hold
full
And tyrants and repugnant degenerates
ick
full
As summer gives way in August (but love is easier when it's not said in a mirror, when it's said to someone else, at the start of the day, at the end of the night, before during and after play)
trick
full
But good wheat among the chaff
ion
full
In this month of transition
lion
full
Reaching out for safety or security or to feel connected
man
full
As summer gives way in August (I realised too many hard truths. The ones I had buried. The ones I had "lost" on purpose, by order of my ego for self preservation and self contamination)
human
full
Until we all fall
one - tranquillo under breath (two three four)
full
In this month of transition
lone
full
Until we all fall
alone
full
As summer gives way in August (though now we are in November, and I remember and forgive and look at me different, the me in the mirror, the one I find hard so desperately hard to say face to face with partition between us, I love you. But we're in November now and we'll be in November again and maybe just maybe things will be... )
and
full
Until the fall
stand
full
standalone
full
...
Wrote this in August to submit to a publication. Found out a couple of days ago it was rejected. My flawless failing continues.
But before I published it here, I added the parentheses to mark changes from who I was when I wrote it in August to who I am now.
About the Creator
Paul Stewart
Award-Winning Writer, Poet, Scottish-Italian, Subversive.
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