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THAT FIRST BET

My problem with gambling is that I have a problem

By Melissa de la CruzPublished 3 years ago Updated 2 years ago 1 min read
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THAT FIRST BET
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When I sit down exhausted,

it brings me back to life

Getting carried away

I am now the machine’s wife

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I am entranced by the lights

and embraced by the sounds

Believing I will hit

As I float above the ground

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I have marched like a zombie

from machine to machine

Chasing the next big win

I have morphed into a fiend

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I’ve fed the insatiable

withdrawing from accounts

Refusing to admit

just how quickly my debt mounts

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When it is all said and done

and I’ve not a dollar

Creating alibis

as I hide in my collar

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But the destruction is done

the sun’s finally set

Breaking all that’s broken

just because of that first bet.

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About the Creator

Melissa de la Cruz

Melissa is someone who measures 3X prior to cutting, yet still ends up with ill-fitting window blinds. Her writing is an outlet for such blunders as well as weightier matters. #ownvoices #antiracism #individual #armyveteran #feminist #vote

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