Stuck

I am stuck in a dark place

I can't even recognize my own face.

I once could run a race, but now Im just stuck in this dark place.

Trapped by my thoughts and disabilities counting on others to take care of me.

I useto be so free.

Why did this happen to me?

I feel like a burden and everyday I just sit here hurting.

Physically and mentally wishing someone would lieten to me attentively.

Instead I feel alone and like no one is really listening to me.

I am longing to be free from this physical and mental captivity.

I am paralyzed and everything has been taken from me.

I will never be the girl I use to be.

I am stuck in my new reality realizing I will never be free from the torture of this captivity.

I use to be able to do it all on my own and that is hard for me to let go.

Now I depend on you to help me through it all without you I would literally fall.

I am stuck in this dark place wishing things would get easier but depending on others is just making it harder and into that dark place I travel farther and farther.

I wish they would all really listen to me and open their eyes and recognize my misery, because slowly it is killing me.

I am stuck and I just long to be free from all the misery that is killing off every part of what use to make me, me.

I am stuck in this dark place and everyday I am losing my imaginary race just stuck in this dark place with my unrecognizable face.