Stay Away

From the gates of hell

to the fire inside myself

I have given in to every aspect of

temptation.

Every time I have said I would stop

falling into this madness, it was

a lie.

I do not want to lie anymore but

it is like it is coded into my DNA.

I am addicted to the chaos, nobody

will stop me from falling from grace.

I know I said I loved you,

my actions speak louder than my words.

Reality says I care more about myself.

I want to change, I have the need

to change but I keep falling into the

demons of my soul.

Toxicity has called my

name too many times for me to realize

that I am the problem. Stay

away from me no matter how much I

plea, stay away, I am unchangeable.

Your desire will disappoint you,

I am no good for you.

Listen to your friends, they are not

lying when they say I am no good.

I only use you, you mean nothing

to me.

All I see is someone to use

for my benefit.

It begins with indifference

and ends in apathy.

You are worthless to me;

you are nothing more than

an object of desire.