Monochrome

All the lies that I have told

are coming back threefold.

Oh, what I would do to get you back.

Now that you are gone, the

truth has hit me hard,

I can never go back to how

it was.

I have messed up so bad.

The world is monochrome

since you have gone away.

Mayday, mayday, the ship has sank.

I regret all the things I have done to you.

Yet I, too, want forgiveness

within all this hate, within all this pain.

I understand if you want to be the

vulture and eat at the remains of who

I was, but I need you, and I want you,

come back, but stay away.

Dead inside, I am a zombie

I walk around with no life.

All I have done is being thrown in my face.

Why must you do this to me?

I have changed my ways,

repented so many times.

Still you won't see me, choosing

to kick me while I am down.

I guess that is what I deserve,

since what I have done to you

was so much worse.

I love you, I hate you,

please won't someone take away

this pain of mine?

It is killing me.