I'm starving.
Feasting on empty air and struggling sleep,
Yet I find no substance in anything less than
Mountains in early morning fog,
Soft rain on my face and arms,
Legs aching from hiking, arms burning from rowing
Across the lake to distant fantasies.
And I am tumbling through the office,
Through the days so vanilla sweet,
Plain and structured out like it matters.
Like any of it matters
When all my heart can long for is to be
Lost in the wilderness
Or lost in creation and writing.
I long to be home, to be painting
To be anything but at a desk.
I was not made from the earth
To sit in plastic and dry wall till death.
And so I churn and plea like every artist
That I will find escape in my work
That I will find money in words,
Find a living wage in artwork,
And leave the shackles created
When farms were abandoned for
The industrial revolution.
A revolution from what? From what?
I would not go back, but I cannot find forward.
I'm starving.
Starving to live the life that beckons.
About the Creator
Laura Lann
I am an author from deep East Texas with a passion for horror and fantasy, often heavily mixed together. In my spare time, when I am not writing, I draw and paint landscape and fantasy pieces. I now reside in Alaska where adventures await.
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