I lost all of my essence & I can't feel at the moment,
Because my heart is torn asunder.
I take fully responsibility for all the pain & torment,
I deserve nothing less for the way I acted & made everything go under.
I just can't accept that I lost you,
But I know that I have.
It tears me apart to know that it's true,
That I won't have you as My Everything; My other & better half..
It kills My Soul to know that I hurt the one I love most,
Lord knows I never wanted for that to take place.
I just wanted to make you happy & to take note,
So I know how to keep you by my side & not to do it in haste.
I wanted to spend all of My Life with you & take our Time,
But I ruined what we had by not being benign,
& even though you were mine,
I would've done anything for you in a drop of a dime,
But instead of loving us in our prime,
I build a wall that you couldn't climb.
I made more than enough mistakes to realize that you are better off without me,
I should've just loved you & do anything & everything it takes to make you believe me.
Because I truly love you with my all & more than you know,
I just want to make you My Wife & make everything better all without sorrow.
I love you to the moon & back,
& want you all to myself.
Loving you is better than finding a needle in a hay stack,
Because you are my 1-in-a-billion; something worth more than my own health.
I can't function without you,
I am nothing without you too.
But everything is what I will do,
Just to have a chance to create something new.
A refreshing start to something greater than ourselves,
A love so pure that it resonates for all of our kids' generations.
The kind you want to capture pictures of & put them on shelves,
So they last all of eternity; something to give them like a sweet notation.
I always felt like people are better without me,
But for you I just want to be better.
So I hope in time you change your mind because you are all I need,
Because there is absolutely nothing more precious or sweeter.
You are the Love Of My Life,
My heart In human form.
So from now I will never have any kind of strife,
& it is you that I will never harm..
About the Creator
J
Gather around everyone... It's Storytime
& maybe, just maybe, one of these can help you through the day..
- Jacob
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