Speakeasy
A poem about that night
How the hell did we get here
I wonder as I walk to the bar
it is dark here, pretentiously so
and all the drinks have ingredients
I don’t understand and can’t
fathom in combination,
exactly like us.
You tell me what drink you want
with your mouth
You tell me what else you want
with your eyes
which I can’t see all that well
in this dim light
but which I know from the last
four hours are the color
of the gulf coast, a faded
grayish blue
I wonder why I never noticed this
before, and then why I never
noticed you
How the hell am I here now
amid this babbling crowd in a city
I have always known
that is suddenly made exotic
with someone in the background
suddenly made new
I ask for the drinks with their
ridiculous names
and I swallow hard and look
over to you. Fuck. I’m terrified
of how I feel.
How did we get here
and where is this all going?
Times of transition were always
my vice. I am weak and hungry
for you tonight. I should care
about consequences
but I just can’t bring myself to.
Over stupid twelve-dollar drinks
I fall hard, right into you.
How the hell did I get here
and how will I ever make it out
and what happens
if I never want to?
About the Creator
Sarahmarie Specht-Bird
A writer, teacher, traveler, and long-distance hiker in pursuit of a life that blends them all. Read trail dispatches and adventure stories at my website.
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