Snow in the Bed

Show me your colors

Blue smoke blowing through my window

But how are you

Nose leaking

A cold front hit

Palms still sweating from our last hug

I’m so nervous

Heat from hell is keeping me a flame

it’s hot

I’m the one to blame

Ever since you found another woman on my phone you’ve been silent

Sleeping in the same bed but I felt a distance

My jokes aren’t as funny

My heart held for ransom

I’m so clumsy

Yes, Ms. Lady I’ll sleep without dinner tonight

Cause tomorrow I’m leaving for a flight with a phone expected lonely

Made it home

I can hear the water over the balcony

Thinking I should call or text whatever's best

Then you called…

If I use to feed you would you leave if you found a bigger plate?

I don’t mean to starve you

But your heart seemed full

I finally answered…

Right now I’m being held hostage

Give me a number and I’ll make the deposit

I’m not tired I just want to keep the glass from breaking

For pain to stop snowing where we sleep

I’ll purchase a new mattress

Pillow talk wrapped in fresh linen

Why did you begin if you didn’t want it to end?

Why would you do this to your best friend end?

A quick reply from my lips…

I didn’t do anything that haven’t before why this time was so different

She continued…

It wasn’t but I’m second guessing your measurements

Numbers aren’t adding up

There’s a fraction in your fractions

Improper sentences flying in different directions

Can’t blame a woman for giving you this treatment to your sickness

You right,

never again will I make you feel second. But that was a lie…