Sitting in the Bar Car on the Amtrak while a Storm Moves in over Illinois in the Springtime
A poem
SITTING IN THE BAR CAR ON THE AMTRAK WHILE A STORM MOVES IN OVER ILLINOIS IN THE SPRINGTIME
I’m inside this box rattling
toward a cemetery called Swan Lake
near my old home town
where they will lower into the ground
another box, a smaller box.
From the train window
the farther away the farmhouse
the slower it moves by,
the more gently time seems
to touch it, and the farm boy
who stands near the tracks
with his eyes wide as flattened pennies
grows as we move toward him
and then he’s gone in a whiplash.
A woman at another table
begs her mother to tell her
why men are so distant,
why people leave, why things
have to happen this way.
Her mother doesn’t know
and the woman begins to cry.
I stand to go to the bathroom
and when the train lurches I stumble
into her and spill her drink.
She begins to scream
and bat at her wet blouse
while her mother tries to calm her.
I tell her I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
as the heavy green trees
beyond the glass
shake in the wind
like giant wet dogs
in slow motion.
I’m inside this box
rattling toward a cemetery
called Swan Lake
near my old home town
but there will be no swans. There
have never been any swans.
END
About the Creator
Mather Schneider
I was a cab driver in Tucson, Arizona for many years.
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