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Silent Killer

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By HandsomelouiiThePoet (Lonzo ward)Published 4 years ago โ€ข 1 min read

I keep crying

Silently...

Resisting not believing,

That this is for me.

When Will I awake from this fiction?

My Mind is Dry, but my Eyes need Tissues.

I tried giving more of my devotion and you took advantage of my delivery!

I even sent prayers to GOD for you and me.

But you Stabbed my Confidence with Insecurities.

When I leave you to look for me, my mind floods with more of you rather me.

Someone explain why is this happening.

How can I get back to Loving myself?...

I'm surrounded by my kryptonite...

He loves me but not Really...

He likes me, but not with feelings...

He wants to be Close but Not nearly...

Why would he Drain my Energy and depart me with a Numb feeling?

How do I Escape from my Silent Killer?

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HandsomelouiiThePoet (Lonzo ward)

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    Written by HandsomelouiiThePoet (Lonzo ward)