Some days are tinged by perfectly pure rose coloured glasses
My porcelain lids flit open, drawing in the golden sunlight, embracing its warmth
My skin is soft, my eyes bright, alive, feisty
On these days, the world is alive with colour, every smell, every scent, is so beautiful it hurts
So beautiful I cry
If I had to describe my happiness, it would be shades of yellow, melting to orange, red, blue
So bright it’s almost aggressive, as it burns through my brain, destroying any semblance of the day before when I avidly proclaimed that I could no longer go on
Those perfectly pure rose coloured glasses colour it all, but they are delicate, ornate, easy to break
Some days are tinged by cracked cloudy grey goggles
Like my head has been plunged into murky ice cold water
Making it impossible for me to think
My waxy lids drag themselves open, wincing at the sunlight, cowering away from its blinding light
My skin is scratchy, my eyes dull, dead, afraid
On these days, the world is so drained of colour, every smell, every scent, is so painful it hurts
So painful I cry
If I had to describe my sadness, it would be shades of black
So deep it almost devours me, burning through my brain, destroying any semblance of the day before when I stupidly proclaimed that I had forgotten how it ever felt to not be happy
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