Perched on a chair I wonder if
The crayons in the box can come to life
And dance to fill the lines
Could Robin’s Egg
And Morning Maize
Foxtrot across my coloring book
Or even pirouette amphibians in shades
That no blank page has ever seen
Perhaps an Irish jig or walking man
As Dad flips through a Datamation magazine
More crayons come alive
Like Jade and
Glowing Grape and
Pink Champagne
All tiptoeing around my father in his tie
And navy suit
So gingerly they climb upon his shoulders
Where they all take turns creating masterpieces
Daubing on the canvas of the
Starched white shirts he wears
Even on Saturdays
The chalkboard in my room grows cloudy as
I scribble
And erase
A thousand sketches
Seafoam bubbling where I scuba dive
Beneath a boat with sails that sparkle
In the sun
Discovering a species
Or a library that cannot hold
The books I write
Or rainbow lights that welcome
Weary travelers to a
Feast that fills the soul
Condemning voices echo in the silence
As each sketch I draw and love
Returns to dust that
Fills the trough
Beneath the board
Each particle a victim of a
Gray eraser and black lines
To live within
I draw a picture
Shades of ash and
Expectations
Of a chasm
And a hand
That’s turning out the light
The interviewer says
Dark suits
White shirts
And ties
Are mandatory if I want to get the job
Whatever sir
I know that this career will be a fit for me
He passes forms in triplicate
White, Yellow, and Pale Pink
Black pen
And print it please
Sign here
Sit there
And welcome to the team
The days grow foggy gray
Obscuring the horizon
Or the sky
Is that the sky
Or is it a black hole that swallows
Every dream’s illumination into night
More days behind than on the way
I wear a shirt striped with
Magenta and
Chartreuse and
Pirouette to songs forgotten
Through a lifetime worrying if
Someone thinks that white still works
Just fine
About the Creator
John Shaw
Accepts absolutes, doubts certainty, detests open letters, fond of OPEN signs. Has 2M Frequent Poser miles. High-fives toddlers and anyone learning to walk for the first time. Took a punch. Got back up.
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