Selfless

I don't know what I wait for

I waited in the past I wait even now

Will I be the one waiting even in the future

The tear drops from my hair begin to dry

The clock rotates 1 hour 2 hours 3 and more

My fluttering heart starts to retire

I'm still waiting, anticipating, thinking

But why do I always have to wait.

My perfume begins to fade

The wine stain on my lips starts to crumble

I'm still waiting, anticipating, thinking

When will they wait for me

My eyes run forward and back to my phone

My fingers impatient fighting seconds

And then.

Again of course like the last

I was waiting for disappointment

But even then I don't learn

And another one will intrude

And this vicious cycle begins again

So I wait...