Sedate me
Suppress my hate
Enough for me to be just okay
Because I want someone to love me
Fool me
With an illusion of control
Over my being
I’m too afraid to break
They don't want a reaction out of me
So I breathe quietly
Being as contempt as I can be
I sit alone
Silently
Knowing
There’s no one
Thinking about me
Accepting there's no one waiting for me
I’m just a curation of unfortunate memories
Slowly fading
I can’t help but remember everything
I can’t help but feel forgotten by everything
About the Creator
CotardDelusionz
Diagnosed bpd , OCD , ADHD. This is my outlet.
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