Searching for Stability

stability.

mental, physical, emotional, financial, futuristic.

stability—something that my mind has not yet grasped,

something that, to me,

seems or feels perpetually impossible—

under the circumstances.

though, the thought of escaping reality or even attempting to;

it is inevitable.

yet, avoidance seems to be my best quality.

how?

how is avoidance my best quality after

who I used to be.

what happened to make me change,

change into someone I never had thought to be.

a goal of mine is to become stronger.

like in the past, when I was strong.

not just physically but a strong-minded being.

then maybe,

stability will be an acquired skill.