Saving my soul💎

something deep eats at me, what do I feed it, I think? it’s hungry and it’s never full, eating relentlessly and gluttonous poison I’m never satisfied still feeling empty “what’s missing” it’s never enough. something deep eats at me,

I scream, I yell, I beg, I plead and shout.

I cry and thankfully my eyes still can see after all the tears they’ve seen. something deep eats at me, sometimes it’s too much and I can’t take it, I can’t fake it, I can’t shake it. What is it??!!! it’s there waiting to be released.

something deep eats at me, i daydream and fantasize starry eyed and blossed cheeked’ grinning from ear to ear, i have a secret I’m willing to share.

i wanna be everything but never too much. I wanna be a lot not more than enough. carve open my chest, along with my mind. free what eats at me.