Same old me

I forget what I’m like

I used to fun

I used to be carefree

I used to be free

I used to laugh a lot

But now I don’t

I feel like I got Botox

My face feels frozen

I’m to tired to rest

Too restless to work

I can only watch time pass

Wondering, when will my life begin

I feel like the heroine of a tragic movie

I know how it ends

Either I kill the monster or it kills me

Or maybe it’s not tragic movie

Hopefully it’s a romantic comedy

And all I have to do is wait for my prince.