Nervous
Heart pounding
Mind racing
Need an anchor
~
Excited
Thoughts rushing
Body trembling
Need an anchor
~
Anxious
Mind falling
Heart cracking
Need an anchor
~
Elation
Mind soaring
Body jumping
Need an anchor
~
Too many thoughts
Too many feels
Need to hide
But still need to deal
~
Nervous
Excited
Anxious
Elation
~
The cycle just keeps repeating
Can't seem to escape
No matter how much I try to change
I'm still always the same
~
Mania
Depression
Two sides of an ugly coin
Take a breath, pass out
Do it all again
~
Alright so this rambling was written as a response to me submitting my first piece ever for a lit mag and I am ecstatic/terrified. It says avg. response time is 34 days and I'm not sure I can make it that long. So right now I'm kind of stuck in this weird cycle where I get really excited that I did the thing but then terrified because what if they utterly hate it. So yeah I hope you enjoyed this rambling and the small mental breakdown I had while writing it. If you did then please heart, subscribe, and feel free to leave a tip. You can also now pledge 3 dollars a month to me and help support me as a creator. If you do, you get the benefit of having my stories pop to the top of your feed anytime I post something new. Till next time.
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Josephine Mason
I write because I'm always drifting off to other lands in my mind. Please subscribe, like, and if I'm doing well please tip. You can buy my first book now at the link below. Available on many ebook platforms. https://books2read.com/u/bQygdE
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