"queen shit"

- a decree to my kingdom -

one day, in either heaven or hell,

their souls will bear the mark of their choices.

i will forgive them,

but they will never forget.

they will carry the guilt for deciding that i be choiceless.

the only thing that they will die with

is regret.

the fog of dysphoria is a lie that i tell myself.

what if… instead,

i chipped away all of the layers

and uncovered my wealth.

that relief of pressure and pain

is rumored to be euphoric…

witnessing the reflection of life within,

the reign over my mind

will truly be historic.

signed,

your majesty