Presence
National Poetry Month/Poem a Day
Dark shapes—
Did they move?
Are they still?
What was that sound?
Was there a sound?
Legs aching, back throbbing,
I swim upward
Toward consciousness.
I surface,
Needing to pee.
Whitman called this
“The Long Dark
Night of the Soul.”
Trying to calm myself,
Hoping the Army
Of Self-Doubt,
The Navy of To-Do
The Air Force
Of Regrets
Don’t coordinate their attacks.
Still on the toilet, mostly asleep
The assault begins.
Tomorrow, I have to—
I forgot to—
Just a strafing run.
Then the artillery—
Didn’t go see Mom before she died,
Didn’t do enough for one son,
Did too much for another,
The ordnance lands
And explodes,
Destroying sleep.
Then, I hear soft breathing, or a snore,
I reach over,
And she is there,
Sleeping on,
I throw an arm around her,
Nuzzle close
Becalmed by the knowledge
I am not alone.
About the Creator
Chuck Etheridge
Novelist, Teacher, Transplanted West Texan, Reluctant Poet
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