Poems for my sister, vol. 1
For Sherrie, whose wild heart can't be broken
The Circus
Skinny, wiry, strong,
A neon pink two-piece with tassles and beads adorning it
She hung upside down from the monkey bars
I'm a trapeze girl!
I'm swinging to you!
Catch me!
Her brown skin tanned, brown eyes sparkling behind lashes,
Limbs tucked and purposeful
As she picked up momentum
Then simply let go, arms spread, free as a sparrow
Snails
The snails
They came in the spring,
coiled, pastel spirals, hidden slugs
I stomped my pink sneaker on one
The crunch was potato chips, cracking,
when a fist closes tightly on them
The snail obliterated under my rubber sole
Her voice, running from the lawn,
No no no no no
You hurt it!
The sharp angles of her little face,
bowed toward the pavement,
the sadness for the sudden death of that snail
the regret at being too late
the worry that it felt something
the acceptance of it being gone
the compassion for another little life
who also had no chance at escaping,
all readable on my sister in under one minute
Her fingers touching my arm
It's okay, Salena, that's okay, that's okay
The quiet, soothing chant we would say to each other
when it wasn't.
I never killed a snail again,
the best I could do
she went on to save thousands
Homework
She carried her folder home from preschool
in the Barney backpack, purple, green, anger
I found her in the tomato garden, eating the cherry tomatoes
Each one plucked, her cheek a chipmunk pocket
breaking the one-at-a-time, no-choking rule
How come you're so mad
I ask her
James said he has a crush on me and I hate him
she spoke of the chubby Mexican boy with the black mullet
with pure, dark, preschooler venom
his mouth a curse-word to her
That's not a bad thing,
how come you hate him,
I ask her
I don't know!
she screams
I don't know!
It would be decades before we learned
that everything normal just wasn't for us
that everything cute would be revolting
that any small hint,
small whiff on the breeze,
of being loved, liked, admired
would repel us, send us careening away
danger, danger, danger
our minds would roar
flee. or fight. flee. or flight.
About the Creator
Reese Landon
Writer, tinkerer, bibliophile, adventurer, entrepreneur.
Do it for the aesthetic. Do everything for the aesthetic. Astheticisim is the only thing worth pursuing, and even it is pointless.
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