this new year's resurrection
i proclaim the fluid fire in my soul
that it may drip delicately into the decay
of the winter that once made me weep
for i did not truly understand the weight
of the world when it lay down to rest
the silent whispers of blizzards
sweeping silken snow across branches
binding birds to the south
a journey i longed to join
i, too, would fly away
to the georgian shores
determined to avoid my slumber
i would awaken warm and enclosed
in sunshine and sureness
never needing to know another winter
i grew harsh as the ice bittered my confusion
how could a season take so much
bury me deep within myself that i may
not breathe solumnly
for i was anxious in my solitude
i gasped at the frigidness
that forced me to shift alongside her
pulled me deep under pearly white blankets
though heaven herself met me halfway
stealing my show, my selfish play
i could not face myself
for my masks i could not let decay
i hurried to shift them as the leaves
in autumn fall
i was ready to hide
so that they may not know my role
the charade i had come to know
so september came
and i flew
treaded tires wheeling like wings
hitting pavement poised to push forward
to the shores i would escape
like a goose i would lead
the point of the V
i paced towards humid homes
accents thickened in southern skies
country backroads covered in corn fields
whitened with cottoned concern
that i promised would never leave me cold
the way jersey winters always had
though years gone by
shivered i became
a bitterness leaked into my mind
i acted bolder but felt colder
denying the deaths that i needed to discover
the shedding layers that would push forth
self discovery not this putrid self hate
so as this summer burns out
sunny smiles turned autumn grins
i set forth towards decay
the death i am ready to take on
my greatest death yet -
pacing past the geese
=a Vision above=
swiftly in the sunshine
it fades to fall
as i give way to a new path
the one of waiting
in mountains of white
i head towards the north
where i will know a fresh start
for this new year's resurrection
i will forage and find
the reason i let myself fall behind
i will climb into the cave
slumber with the bears
will sink deep into silence
discover my share
for i await to be delivered
in His arms when spring blooms
as i sink into surrender
to the resolution
of the winter
divine.
About the Creator
Veronica
I am the moss silken on watered stones, rooted deep in rich soil. Earthen creature, I am the night sky -starry and strayed from the forgotten path of poets - I am, the chatter from the iron rails rattling as the train carries itself home.
Comments (1)
Oh wow, so much gorgeous imagery in this. This line especially spoke to me: "will sink deep into silence, discover my share." Beautiful work :)