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Never Lie Again

Honest is the best

By wispo uganjaPublished about a year ago 6 min read
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Never Lie Again
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As the sun rose on a typical Saturday morning, Megan reluctantly opened her eyes, dreading the day ahead. She knew she had to get out of bed and face the world, but she wished she could just stay in bed and hide from everything.

Megan had been struggling with depression for years. She had seen countless therapists and tried numerous medications, but nothing seemed to work. She had lost her job, her friends, and her sense of purpose. She felt lost and alone, like she was drowning in a sea of despair.

As she got dressed and prepared to leave her apartment, Megan knew she had to put on a brave face and pretend that everything was okay. She couldn't let anyone know how she really felt, because that would mean admitting her weakness.

She walked to the coffee shop down the street, hoping to find some solace in her daily routine. As she waited in line, she overheard a conversation between two women. They were talking about their lives and their struggles, and Megan felt a pang of envy. Why couldn't she be as open and honest as they were?

As she waited for her coffee, Megan made a decision. She would never lie again. She would start by being honest with herself, and then she would be honest with the people around her. She knew it wouldn't be easy, but she was tired of living a lie.

As she sipped her coffee, Megan made a list of all the things she had been lying to herself about. She had been pretending that she was okay, when in reality she was drowning in depression. She had been telling herself that she was a failure, when in reality she had accomplished so much in her life. She had been pretending that she didn't need anyone, when in reality she was desperate for connection and love.

Megan knew that being honest with herself was only the first step. She had to be honest with the people around her too. She had to let them know how she really felt, even if it was painful and difficult.

She started by calling her mother. She told her everything - about her struggles with depression, about losing her job, about feeling lost and alone. Her mother listened patiently, and then she said something that Megan would never forget.

"I love you, Megan. I've always loved you, no matter what. And I'm here for you, always."

Megan felt a weight lift off her shoulders. She had been so afraid of being rejected and judged, but her mother's words filled her with hope and love.

Over the next few weeks, Megan slowly started being honest with the people around her. She told her friends about her struggles, and they rallied around her, offering their support and love. She started going to a new therapist, one who didn't judge her or make her feel ashamed.

As she slowly started to heal, Megan realized something important. The more she was honest with herself and the people around her, the better she felt. She realized that the lies she had been telling herself were only making her depression worse. By being honest, she was freeing herself from the chains of depression and finding a sense of peace and acceptance.

Megan knew that her journey wasn't over. She still had days where she felt overwhelmed and lost, but she also had days where she felt hopeful and strong. She knew that the road ahead would be difficult, but she was ready to face it head-on, with honesty and courage.

As she sat in the park on a sunny afternoon, watching the world go by, Megan realized something else. She had been lying to herself about one more thing. She had been telling herself that she was alone, that no one understood what she was going through. But now she knew that wasn't true. She had her friends, her family, and veeAs the sun rose on a typical Saturday morning, Megan reluctantly opened her eyes, dreading the day ahead. She knew she had to get out of bed and face the world, but she wished she could just stay in bed and hide from everything.

Megan had been struggling with depression for years. She had seen countless therapists and tried numerous medications, but nothing seemed to work. She had lost her job, her friends, and her sense of purpose. She felt lost and alone, like she was drowning in a sea of despair.

As she got dressed and prepared to leave her apartment, Megan knew she had to put on a brave face and pretend that everything was okay. She couldn't let anyone know how she really felt, because that would mean admitting her weakness.

She walked to the coffee shop down the street, hoping to find some solace in her daily routine. As she waited in line, she overheard a conversation between two women. They were talking about their lives and their struggles, and Megan felt a pang of envy. Why couldn't she be as open and honest as they were?

As she waited for her coffee, Megan made a decision. She would never lie again. She would start by being honest with herself, and then she would be honest with the people around her. She knew it wouldn't be easy, but she was tired of living a lie.

As she sipped her coffee, Megan made a list of all the things she had been lying to herself about. She had been pretending that she was okay, when in reality she was drowning in depression. She had been telling herself that she was a failure, when in reality she had accomplished so much in her life. She had been pretending that she didn't need anyone, when in reality she was desperate for connection and love.

Megan knew that being honest with herself was only the first step. She had to be honest with the people around her too. She had to let them know how she really felt, even if it was painful and difficult.

She started by calling her mother. She told her everything - about her struggles with depression, about losing her job, about feeling lost and alone. Her mother listened patiently, and then she said something that Megan would never forget.

"I love you, Megan. I've always loved you, no matter what. And I'm here for you, always."

Megan felt a weight lift off her shoulders. She had been so afraid of being rejected and judged, but her mother's words filled her with hope and love.

Over the next few weeks, Megan slowly started being honest with the people around her. She told her friends about her struggles, and they rallied around her, offering their support and love. She started going to a new therapist, one who didn't judge her or make her feel ashamed.

As she slowly started to heal, Megan realized something important. The more she was honest with herself and the people around her, the better she felt. She realized that the lies she had been telling herself were only making her depression worse. By being honest, she was freeing herself from the chains of depression and finding a sense of peace and acceptance.

Megan knew that her journey wasn't over. She still had days where she felt overwhelmed and lost, but she also had days where she felt hopeful and strong. She knew that the road ahead would be difficult, but she was ready to face it head-on, with honesty and courage.

As she sat in the park on a sunny afternoon, watching the world go by, Megan realized something else. She had been lying to herself about one more thing. She had been telling herself that she was alone, that no one understood what she was going through. But now she knew that wasn't true. She had her friends, her family, and even herself.

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wispo uganja

writing is more than just a means of exploration - it's also a way for me to connect with others. I love nothing more than hearing from readers who have been touched by my words, whether it's through a heartfelt essay or a gripping novel.

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