Never ending, thinking really

I've been looking through

B-r-e-a-k/down

been thinking a lot recently

d-o-w-n/town

empty photo albums and memories

t-o-w-n/house

()cynically()cyclical()lacilcyc()yllacinyc()

h-o-u-s-e/hold

absentee persona non gratin

h-o-l-d/all

never stop thinking really

all-spark/no trousers

I was never there, always here

trousers p r e s s e d

been thinking about reality (ytilaer s'tahw)

p r e s s e d against

inside me, internally, (enclosed)

against me

never ending, thinking really

me you

my screen protector, (shielded)

as one

been internally debating

)(entwined)( forever

me from you and life, a travesty

never forget

neglect and regret, missteps so so so many

never ever agreeing really

forget past

I forget

how many times I've done the same

rinse, recycle, repeat, return

past mistakes

how many ways I've stained my name

mistakes missteps

copy, paste, recycle, recover

missteps misshapes

how many times I've covered my shame

don't fit

refresh, rinse, recycle, repeat

fit in

how many times I've done the same

in crowd

return to sender, natural incentor

crowded h-o-u-s-e, h-o-u-s-e(bound)

(bound) -gagged-, -gagged- (bagged)

(bagged) dumped, dumped there

there anywhere...down

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Thanks for reading!

Author's Notes: Okay...maybe last for today. Another one that is made up of parts of other pieces that were hanging around down the back of the digital sofa that is my WIP folder. I think they meld well together, because I am often preoccupied with these kinds of thoughts, haha.

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