I am unable to speak
so l try to type
the pen sinks down
if l write, forcing to start,
I attempt, to peel the wrap
to grasp some meaning
in the changing clouds
As I better perform
I roared with hate
and rage and contempt
If l am sad I have no grace
I use all I have to kill
the outer version of that
injured little girl which
has always kept, and kept
crying in despair
But I am not just such
I am two into one catch
one kills, the other generates
I am here swinging up and down
in and out, going mad
I am torn totally apart
split, two halves
you can't see all this
A barrier between us
seen just by me though
where I shelter from
all the pain of not feeling loved
you don't wanna know,
you aren't just ready to grow
not yet, you don't want to repent
and you display, you act, intact
with no shame
you also whisper, you give blame
Why could someone
who picked me up from a cave
tries to tell me who I am
how on earth you thow me away?
who is now so astray?
l wasn't numb, it was vast
this time l felt the love,
in my chest, head, womb
and now, certainly not
as a premiere
My heart shouts
to run fast
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