my heart is really in this one

my heart is really in this one

this time it might be love

it might not be true

but I have to know

if it means something

that I can't stop thinking about you

I never get to feel these feelings

it just builds and builds

until the spark is dead

had a whole relationship

in my head

I have to know if I can function with someone

and if anyone could want to be with me

so far I either run away

or they find me too hard to want to stay

and that's before we get anywhere

so if we do this

even if it's just for a little while

it will be the most beautiful thing

because I will get to be like everyone else

to have romance in my life

to find someone I am happy just being with

to get a little intimacy

know that I would cherish every second

because love is a treasure

some people forget how valuable it is

but I am a poor man

I know how much money still means to those who don't have any