All passion has been lost.
The sky has faded to shades of grey.
Looking at you I would see a brilliant rainbow
but even that now is starting to fade.
Seeing you is like seeing a ghost.
The memories we shared haunted.
Ones that I try desperately
to cling onto
as the meanings begin to morph
into something less than beautiful.
All I want to do is run into your arms,
for you to tell me everything will be okay,
because things don't feel okay.
And I have to restrain myself every time I want to reach for you,
knowing that there's nothing there left for me
Now I realize
that it is I who has become the ghost;
the ghost of who I used to be.
Floating through life aimlessly,
my heart shattered into pieces.