My Disease By ~Karen CARRINGTON~
Yes I get frustrated but frustration isn’t it. I know that I get aggravated, yet aggravation I allow in. I constantly cry and reap what I so. I have to understand that I have to let go. A disease is what I have. It has affected my soul. Shut down my dreams and all of my goals. Aspirations are now a thing of my past. Inspiration I no longer have. Just a spot in this world as I watch my life on unfurl. Depression has set in, I have allowed it to. I’ve made many mistakes. My biggest was you. This sickness that I have we are both to blame. Falling in love with you, when you weren’t feeling the same. Hard to let go? But what am I holding? Is it valuable, trustworthy, reliable within? Do I get treatment for this sickness and allow you in again? Or do I want a cure? Lifelong remedy for my disease. I am asking for closure. My final word is please.
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