My Darkside

I'm MESSED up!

Not the equivalent

I Don't know who I became

Feel like I'm INSANE!

Try not to need to whine

I F*CKED up, F*CKED my life up

Need SOMEONE to be aware, Thought I'd record it

See what comes out

Perhaps I can FIGURE it out how I veered off-track

I think I attempted in LIFE however gave a lot out

From my INSIDE called my HEART, however that's what individuals destroyed

I NUMBED my torment with medications and drink,

yet, many time from that I SHOULD have ended up dead

Awakened, didn't have the foggiest idea where I WAS, or what His identity was

I began to HATE MYSELF

Attempted to ingest too much, needed to be COMATOSE, HA! HA!

Didn't do that RIGHT, K what is happening?

Look for some HELP, attempted the HELP LINE, called so often!

I LOST myself, however I remembered each line they said,

However, How the F*CK would i say i was FINE?

Mightn't you at any point HELP me? Offer me Guidance?

NO we can't do that, main set you up with necessities you really want forever.

I can't AFFORD help, that is the reason I'm calling you

Alright so that BLEW up, I attempted to HELP myself yet at the same time turned out badly

I JUST THOUGHT I SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN