Missing you
I count the days since I had you. Each one feels like an eternity.
I miss you
We fit a lifetime into days, weeks, months
Now it's gone and I wasn't ready
That wasn't enough for me
I miss waking each morning
excited for the day because you were in it
I miss laughing at your jokes
I miss teasing you to make you smile
I miss talking about our future
and dissecting our past
I miss being open and honest with you
There was no room for judgement
No need for censorship
I miss talking about our days
and planning for our nights
I miss the "thank you's" and "as you wish's"
I don't understand your choice
If it was always me for you
and you for me
why aren't we together?
If this was something you would always regret
then why not choose us?
Choose yourself over duty
Life is too short to purposely fill with regret
I hope this absence serves a purpose
Are you happy?
If your happiness comes at the cost of mine
it's a price I'll willingly pay
Even if I don't understand
Help me understand
I'm at a loss and I'm lost
You took my smiles and laughter with you
I don't want to find them again on my own
About the Creator
Kelly Mendoza
As a newly single mother of 2, I've found myself with extra time on my hands . Whether it's fantasy or paranormal , reading and writing has always been an escape for me.
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