Oh mirror, mirror on the wall, why must you show me my true form at all? For every glance I take at thee, I see a reflection that is not me. My mind, it twists and it contorts, the image before me, it distorts.
I see a body that is flawed, a shell that is broken and awed. My eyes deceive me, but yet I can't look away, trapped in this cycle day after day.
My thoughts, they spiral out of control, consumed by the dysmorphia in my soul. I see what is not there, and I can't escape the despair. My body, it feels like a prison, my mind, it's the warden within.
I try to hide my insecurities, but they are etched upon my features. I long to be free from this constant fight, to see myself with eyes that are bright. But until that day, I am trapped, in this cycle of self-loathing and snapped.
Oh mirror, mirror on the wall, I wish that I could see myself as tall, strong, and beautiful, but for now, I am trapped in this cycle, in this endless hall of body dysmorphia, and the mirror shows me only the reality.
About the Creator
Marilynn Jameson
Glasgow based writer Marilynn originally hails from Manilla, Philippines. She has a grand vision of art and what it should mean: to sway the heart. She hopes her work sways yours, dear reader.
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