Mentally Stuck On You

Mentally Stuck On You

I know that you belong to her,
And never can be mine,
But every time I close my eyes,
Your face is all I find.

I wake each morning thinking,
Of the love we’ll never share,
And even when I try to smile,
My mind keeps taking me there.

I wonder if you think of me,
When she is by your side,
Or am I just a foolish dream,
That only I must hide?

I see you walking hand in hand,
The way that lovers do,
And jealousy comes creeping in,
For all I want is you.

I tell myself to let you go,
To find somebody new,
But every man who speaks to me,
I somehow compare to you.

I know her heart belongs to you,
And yours belongs to her,
But knowing what I cannot have,
Just makes my feelings stir.

Sometimes I dream you call my name,
And tell me that you care,
But when I wake, reality,
Reminds me you are not there.

I have imagined stolen kisses,
And secrets in the night,
But loving you inside my mind,
Will never make things right.

I never meant to feel this way,
Or want another’s man,
But feelings do not always follow,
The things that people plan.

So here I am with silent tears,
And dreams that won’t come true,
A woman lost inside her thoughts,
And mentally stuck on you.