Melancholy

Numbness

I am not myself anymore;

so many emotions that

I am not able to feel

not even a little,

I don’t have

a vision, nor a future.

I found myself in the darkest places of my mind,

wanting to stop the merciless time.

I was alone and cold,

without words, without light,

without hope or dreams.

I am missing those good days

when I only knew happiness, love and light.

Divine light that fall from the sky,

as a gift from the heaven.

But my hope and salvation has became

my punishment.

Real love is all I want,

but day by day

I’m losing my only weapon

that I could use to fight for my life.

Destruction is falling on front of me.

Fire and completely chaos

has became my home.

An endless suffering,

anxiety has gained a big part of my life.

A silence agony that I learned to hide

with serene eyes and a big smile.

In the cold ocean of melancholy,

I’m sinking my soul,

to the deepest abysm of depression,

as a feather falling through the air

slowly and softly.

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