March 9, 2017

My lady and I split a week ago.

It was mutual.

We even kissed goodbye and

Hugged each other tightly.

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At first it was okay.

I felt fine knowing we were

Still on good terms and she

Was spreading her wings to grow.

That, and with the confidence she

Gave me I figured there will be

New pussy to make moist and plenty

More time to post up and write

Some new shit.

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But after a few days it started

To hit me.

I started to reflect on the times

We shared and how we’d phone and

Text.

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I then started to feel guilty

(As I had before) about the

Times I was an asshole, my

Depressive attitude, my

Behavior when I got drunk and

Snappy and of course some of the

Things I said which made her feel

Sad.

I’d also remember how she could

Be a random bitch and how sometimes

It seemed she wasn’t paying attention.

I’d recall her passive-aggressiveness

As well.

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In some moments of thought this

Break-up felt like a blessing.

In others it didn’t seem right and

I should’ve taken a different stance.

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Love be damned.

I miss her.

Love be damned.

My emotions are mixed like oil

Swirling in water.

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Love be damned.

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Love be blessed too

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