my manic episodes drive me to different states sometimes
they use up all the gas in my tank
and money in my bank
on impuslive euphoria
then they drive me to anxiety
and i ride around biting nails down to the beds
rapidly breathing in and out
this cycle of nonsense
i can't remember what i've said or done because
i feel like i've done it all
i worry about it all
as i drive myself to the lowest trenches
in my abysmal sea
too far under the water for light to reach
criticizing the once happy feelings
for being so
for not seeing where they'd drive me
even though i've taken this route already today
About the Creator
Lolly Vieira
Welcome to my page where I make sense of all the facets of myself through poetry and short stories.
I'm an artist of many mediums and strive to know and do better every day.
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