Lucky

I’ve been lucky

to have been formed by these experiences

these connections these emotions

I’m sorry for when I didn’t feel them

In the moment

I’m trying now; doing better with that

Proud to tell you that I’ve experienced love in all-new ways - blessed be.

Proud to say I’ve cried at the prospect of loss

that’s only happened with family

don’t worry; I talked through it with myself

If I lost you, I would be grateful for

the energy the time the connection

and be satisfied with reminisce.

Having abandoned (forever sorry)

abandonment isn’t so scary.