“you’re not like other girls”
lovers would often say
as they came
then left
she knew. she knew. she knew
tried to flee it
drowned it in an amber oblivion
escape.
“he’s odd, but I suppose you are too”
her friend who could hear colour
would say about each lover
she never dared to ask what colour her friend heard
when she heard her name
blue?
grey?
black?
blacker
weaker…
hospital sounds. white. clean.
her baby gone
a hollow hole so vast
blackness enveloped her
nurses to bathe and feed her
everything
everyone
gone
“we don’t think you’ll walk again”
she wasn’t sure of much now
but she was sure nobody told her what she couldn’t do
her mind became steel
cold and grey
but alive with shine
one
foot
in
front
of
the
other
she could walk
do anything
back to the real world.
steel at every task
but her heart exploded with rainbow confetti
the day she at last danced again.
another lover.
“i don’t think you’re at all strange”
he said
lovers say the silliest things
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